Why I am grateful for apostasy

If you listen to old time radio pastors from the 1930s through 1950s and later, each one at some point, has said that this generation of church-going Christians or this era of Christianity is going downhill. Charles Spurgeon famously published an anonymous article actually written by his friend Robert Shindler (with input from Spurgeon himself) addressing a visible downgrade in an 1887 issue of his magazine, Sword and Trowel. That article, and its follow up, famously brought the "Down-grade controversy" to the public's attention.

A hundred and fifty years before Spurgeon, Jonathan Edwards wrote about the devil's triumph in squelching a religious revival in New England and a lack of religious affections that had become evident in the people.

We can trace the genealogy of apostasy back to Genesis 6, or to Genesis 3. So is it anything new to say that this generation of church-going Christians, that visible Christianity itself is downgrading itself in a compounding manner, faster and faster as we go? No.

Now the Spirit expressly says that in later times some will depart from the faith by devoting themselves to deceitful spirits and teachings of demons, (1 Timothy 4:1)

However, it's evident that at certain points a watershed is reached. The dam is breached and error, heresy, and apostasy floods in. What was inconceivable to see in churches a generation ago is now occurring with regularity, to the horror of the shrinking number of true saints huddled together in the pews. The Old Testament is a story of how a whole nation apostatized again and again. Even whole churches wander away from the truth, with no sign of the Holy Spirit dwelling within. (Revelation 3:20).

Apostasy by Boris Sajtinac

I've only been saved for 11 1/2 years, nearly the whole of which has been spent in the Bible Belt (Georgia) and even I've noticed a definitive and rapid shrinking away from the truth. Pastors who have been discovered plagiarizing every Sunday sermon for at least five years? And who immediately gets another job at a bigger church ... and the hiring committee knew? A Southern Baptist Pastor whose favorite book of the year is Bill Hybels' "Power of a Whisper"? Beth Moore's influence grown so wide and entrenched that Southern Baptist ladies feel they are not doing something right if they are not hearing directly from God? Pastors who deride all Calvinists from the pulpit, when out of a staff of three, the other two are Calvinist? All happening. All that and more.

And not recently either, but the things I mention occurred in neighborhoods around me four and five years ago, when discernment people like myself saw what was happening and raised the alarm...and were shocked as writer and radio broadcaster Amy Spreeman would say, to receive the left foot of fellowship for our trouble. Not only is a downgrade happening, not only do the lay-saints display no discerning knowledge of it all around them, but our leaders are even protective of it.

I saw an article about Methodist nominations of homosexual bishops and its accompanying photo below and it shocked me not shocked me. I phrase it that way because apostasy is a funny thing. We are told in scripture that it will happen and are given example after example of individuals in the Bible who wander away from the truth and even whole churches collapsing under the weight of it. So I know it is happening and it will happen and this is not surprising because I believe the Word of God completely.

However I am shocked because it hurts. I'm shocked at how much. It hurts physically, emotionally, and spiritually to see people so lost they, though a woman, are proud to usurp authority, though born for heterosexual marital pleasure, are proud of their perversity- under the banner of Christ. Wearing His cross. It hurts. They are soooo lost and headed for eternal damnation, and the depth of our pain is surprising. The head knows, but the heart hurts.

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The photo on the right side is from an article in Religion News recounting that though Methodists are not allowed to have gay bishops, the denomination went and nominated three of them anyway, and one of them is a woman. The caption from the article says,
More than 160 demonstrators greeted delegates with a silent protest for LGBT inclusion in the United Methodist Church as they arrived on May 18, 2016, at the Oregon Convention Center for the United Methodist General Conference. Some held crosses draped in stoles from the Shower of Stoles project, each representing the life of an LGBT person in ministry. RNS photo by Emily McFarlan Miller
LGBT or GLBT is an initialism that stands for lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender. When the movement began it was just "gay." Then that was widened to make distinctions for gender, so we had L for lesbian, women who practice unnatural relations with a woman, and gay, which describes men who have abominable relations with a man. (Romans 1:26-27). LG was born. The acronym was further widened to include bi-sexual, which are people who will have sex with either gender, and T, which is transgender people. LGBT. The umbrella widened further to include Q, I, P, A where the acronyms now constitute an alphabet soup, LGBTQIPA, which stands for "this nation is under judgment". (Romans 1:18-32).

If one cares to, you can track the apostasy's rise with the addition of each letter/abbreviation. And now the culture mirrors the worst of what Paul said would happen. He wrote in the latter part of Romans 1 of when a society abandons God and is in turn abandoned by God. Apostasy rose further with church's acceptance of openly practicing homosexuals in its congregation and its leadership. So it has flooded into the church. Because the rapture has not happened yet and the tribulation is not concluded, we know that the full measure of apostasy has not come close to ending but will only rise more.

We know all this. I'm not offering any new insights here. Apostasy in all forms, spiritual physical, and emotional is predicted and it's happening. That was the discernment and prophecy portion of the essay. Now for the encouragement.

How can apostasy be encouraging? How can perversity marching pridefully as piety be encouraging? Now don't get me wrong. I abhor apostasy. I wish "everybody was ready." I wish every person operating on this earth who claims the name of Jesus as Savior was actually worshiping in spirit and in truth. I wish I didn't have to see what is done in His name. I hate to see people leave the faith because I know it will be worse for them in hell. (2 Peter 2:21). I am not happy with apostasy.

I am a believer in the 100% sufficiency of scripture and 100% comfortable with the sovereignty of God. In His wisdom, He decreed apostasy shall be so. This means apostasy is here, it's near, get used to it. As much as I long for purity, I will have to wait patiently until we are all gathered like chicks under the glorious wings of Christ (Matthew 23:37) in heaven's New Jerusalem for the pure church to worship perfectly.

Meanwhile, since I fully know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose as Romans 8:28 assures us, that means apostasy is working to the good of those who love Him. It has a purpose.

I have a puny brain and I certainly cannot comprehend all the nuances of God's plan in using apostasy for His glory and our good, but I have a few ideas I'd like to share to perhaps encourage you, and me. Yes, weird things are happening in the visible church. And yet, it's all good. Somehow.

1. When I saw the photo above of the Methodist gay, female, married pastors vying to lead a denomination, I felt gut punched. I cringed spiritually and physically. I damped down a rise of bile and anger that Jesus' pure name was being dragged through abominable mud. However, I stopped. I thought. I prayed. If I feel this bad about it, how does Jesus feel? He is pure. He is Holy Holy Holy! He hates sin and He hates sinners who perform sin. (Psalm 5:5). Apostasy makes Him vomit. (Revelation 3:16).

If I feel this bad I cannot imagine how He feels. We get glimpses of his anger kindled toward sin done in His name and in His temple. We read of the various biblical accounts, and we get glimpses through Revelation of His coming wrath for iniquity. But I can never know the anger and grief our Triune God feels when such abominable things happen in His name. Therefore, I experience His LONG-SUFFERING. God is patient, oh how He is patient. I love Him all the more when I see His patience expressed through longsuffering.

But You, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, Slow to anger and abundant in lovingkindness and truth. (Psalm 86:15).

2a. I'm grateful for apostasy because I feel shame. When I see apostasy rise in churches around me and even in my own former churches, I feel shame. Did I contribute to it? Did I play a part in it? Did I fail to pray? Did I pray enough? Did I squander opportunities to pray and act in a way that would have caused a stumbling block to someone? Was I a light? Or a dark? Apostasy is an opportunity for introspection.

Do not let my heart incline to any evil, to busy myself with wicked deeds in company with men who work iniquity, and let me not eat of their delicacies! (Psalm 141:4).

2b. Seeing apostasy, it spurs me to prayer. I renew my vigor to pray for my own pastor, that he should be kept in truth and walking wisely amid scorpions. I pray for the deluded people who operate in Jesus' name and don't know it's satan's name they claim. I pray for family who are lost in this world of evil, and I pray for friends who are saved in this world of evil.

Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: you have enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy on me, and hear my prayer. (Psalm 4:1)

3. Apostasy shines a light on the church triumphant. It makes me more proud of it because Jesus bought it, protects it, intercedes for it, and builds it. Dawn light is all the more beautiful for having gone through the darkness. The true church is beautiful.

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it
. (John 1:5).

There are many other things I could say, but lengthening this essay would only water down the point I seek to make: Apostasy has a purpose within God's sovereign will. Be wise and know it exists and will even happen to your church. Grieve because we love our Savior and we love our neighbor. His Spirit mourns when He is grieved. But don't grieve as those who have no hope.

But we do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope. (1 Thessalonians 4:13)

The mystifying thing is, we grieve joyfully. We grieve hopefully. It's an oxymoron that works. All things mean ALL THINGS, even apostasy. And so, we are grateful for the opportunities apostasy affords us to shine God's glory onto His Son by worshiping His purity, loving the Light, repenting of our part in the darkness, and praying for the church.


Note: the ABANDONED quote in the picture:
The first indication in a society of the wrath of abandonment is sexual immorality...sexual immorality. When a society becomes pornographic, when the general character of a society can be seen to be immoral, this wrath is in effect. When man is abandoned by God, when a society is abandoned by God, it operates only out of the passions of its own impure heart. It operates in the lusts of the heart, leading to impurity. The heart is wretched, the heart is immoral and the body follows. So you see that in verse 24. First the lusts dominate the heart, leading to impurity and the bodies follow in most dishonorable ways. The heart is wicked and unrestrained and the body follows and you have a pornographic culture. Source: When God Abandons a Nation,

Further Reading

Kay Cude Poetry: Desertion

What is apostasy and how can I recognize it?

What is an Apostate?


  1. It's amazing to me how many do not understand that Romans 1:18-32 describes a nation ALREADY under judgment. I am amazed to hear pastors and laypeople warning congregations, acquaintances, Facebook readers, blog readers, and others how, if we don't stop the badness described in the passage, that America could undergo God's judgment.

    On Facebook, I point as often as I can that God's judgment is already here. But I think many don't see it [in the sense of discern it] or believe it.

    Keep listening for The Trumpet and The Shout. We may hear it soon.

  2. Oh Elizabeth....you have put into print so much of what I share almost daily with fellow followers of Christ that are hurting, feeling abandoned by their beloved churches, pastors, friends in the pews and their denominations. Confused and overwhelmed with trying to find a church that has not run amuck into the apostasy so prevalent today. Yes, we know it is here..and we know it will not get better...but those of us who truly love the Lord and His Word SHOULD be grieved at what we know grieves our Father. This is not the time to grow faint, or weary or compromise our faith just to "go with the flow"...now is the time to some along side those who are faithful and encourage each other all the more as we see the day drawing near. Thank you for sharing your heart that so mirrors mine and many others.

  3. I am so grateful that you captured the reality of the situation so well. There are days that i feel like I can't take another moment of the insanity so reading your post was fresh breeze of affirmation. Thank you.

  4. Boom! Right on point as usual, Miss P. Thank you - I love reading your posts. God bless you.

  5. Thank you Crystal, bloggerjim, Anonymous and Mick! I appreciate your comments and for reading the piece.


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